and although I am nolonger dangerous, and... I am no longer sweet....It doesn't mean that isn't true that I WAS that way.
I fall away from myself sometimes.
This was the beggining of last year's summer.
My first summer in years where the air was suddenly calm, and my battles with addiction had finally put an end to.
Jamie Spurgeon.
My first real freind, like ever.
HA, I know last summer wouldn't have been possible if it wasn't for her.
Shit, this girl has been there for me through everything.
Without Jamie, I am not sure how I could've got through some of the toughest time in my life.
I miss her.
Hopefully this summer I can have the courage to change into someome I like more as a person.
I don't want to slip through these holes, I want to sit under the sky, and have my dreams and hopes come through somewhere much higher than the clouds.
Somewhere that shines as bright as the milky way.
