Falling

its such an extreme.

too much for me to grasp,

too much for me to handle.

but im falling now, deep down through the vast emptyness of space.

between the torn and withered pieces of time.

Drowning.
and now its up to me to try to save myself.
this part is all up to me.

sink or swim

Un-doubtfully
im sinking. and this is the most terrifying expirience i've had yet.

im falling now, deep deep past through this thick haze.

Tick. Tick.
tick-tock.

time's come.
theres no turningback.
and this is stupidities reminder of it.

Tick-tock. tick tock.

Unexplainably i fall into this time trap.
past the minutes, the hours,
into my own set of time.

I inhale. Exhale.
Everything spins.
the world and everything else falls short.

Inhale.
wait a minute...
Exhale. The shallow exchange.

Am i making sense?
my mind is lost.

Inhale.
No motion.
No sound.

sink or swim

A voice, deep deep from inside shouts.
the vibrations echo inside my brain.

what are you doing?
Get up, get up!
When you fall you have to pick yourself up again, you got to get up.


then its a clash of voices, faces, faded memories.
i have to get through this.
a hope?
no. hardly.

Amber.
Amber.
Amber.

the water around me thickens like quicksand.
holding me under and leaving me with no options
but to struggle.

theres no chance
were losing her....

amber?
Up through the water i am lifted.
and a wave of panic shoots through me.

I fall again.
this time its much different.
i land somewhere luxurious.

the night is warm,
the sky is orange and fading into
a soft pink.

gorgeous.

I hope to stay here forever.
to feel the water crash against my feet.
to feel the wind fly suddenly through my hair.
through my veins.
to feel the cool spray from the crash of the water.

to feel.

can i stay here forever?