ONE YEAR, FIVE MONTHS
WHO AM I? THAT SHOULD BE THE EASIEST QUESTION IN THIS WORLD TO ANSWER.
Yet, at this moment, I have no clue what to say to that. There are two of me right now. The one I am looking at looks almost identical to what I look like right now. Blonde hair, green eyes, and the same inviting smile.
My hand reaches up to touch the other me. Still feels the same.
Then, a flash goes by in my mind. Quicker than the flash of a camera, flash of lightning, faster than the blink of an eye. Lies, secrets, betrayal, and envy. All actions that I did, all emotions that I afflicted upon others.
How is this, that when you are inside of the box, you are completely oblivious of the person you really are? How long do you have to go like that, unaware of the life you lead and examples you set for yourself?
My hand drops, I watch my other half fade away into the darkness of my dream. I close my eyes, and open them again, to find that I am alone. Truly alone. And now I am left to take myself apart, remodel myself. It is time to figure out who I really am.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
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